Fate

If he asked it of me, I could deny him nothing.

But every day I deny myself him

In hopes that this flaming passion

Will escape my bleeding heart

I understand not that of another’s love

My ever beating heart breaks at the thought

I silently cry every time I force myself away

In this cold unforgiving world

There are rules and regulations

We will not, cannot be one

Oh, oh I have been torn in two

My heart and mind are at war

My soul watches the carnage

And asks ‘why?’

Whether or not my choice,

I am bond to him

In this world made of ice

In anger and sadness

The great Love, the Sun warming the corners of the world

Declared it to me

“I made him for you”

Could this be true?

Do I dare doubt a deity?

It would be a lie to say this is what I hoped for.

How does on go about fighting fate?

All rules, all regulations

Fly with the speed of the wind on its back

Dare I hope he could be for me

Great Love, Great Sun

Grant my rejoicing heart with patience and trust

For I cannot rely on my own understanding

Great Love, reveal this to him

Great Sun, be our guide, for I cannot see

Oh how joy has enveloped my heart

Thought my mind still has doubts

I am at peace

How could I deny him anything?

Of joy and happiness

When it was planned before either of us were even a thought.